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i was reallly lazy today, i watched the real world, and watched most of nurse bettey. i also watched she devil.. which was really stupid but still funny. i am trying to do some research on mad cow disease, but the printer wont work, and i cant really find any other articles on how it works, but i think i am going to do fine.. i hope, but i know of some articles that talk about when the first found out about it in england and stuff. my mom wont let me eat me eat beef anyway, i am not a vegitarian or anything, my mom is just being a mom.. i was going to get a frappicino, but i think it is to cold to get a cold drink...... my dad has gone to hawii, and i cant go beceause i have to go to school, which really sucks. i reall wish i could go, but o well..i got the latest us.. i am going to watch a movie called jack about this boy who finds out that his dad is gay...

nothing to exiting happened today, the other half of the class went to the getti, my half went on tuesday. it was really boring, i dont think that we are even havong a quiz on it or anyhting... after school me and flor got really hyper. i jusy had two cookies and i got really really hyper, sweets have that effect on me. i'm not sure why... in core we are watching gandi, which is an ok film, but i was really tired today so it was not as exiting as it probebly could have been.... in pe we played rocks, it was really tiring, it was really hot today so that made it even worse... i am going to try to go to century city on the weekend, but i also have to work on my sciece fair, which i totally hate doing, i wish that we didnt have to do it and all the geeks who wanted to could....when we were driving home, i saw some of those news trucks with those big poles, i am not sure what is going on, but i am going to watch the news tonight... i have a myspace account, add me!http://profiles.myspace.com/users/10441355

for christmas i got the newlyweds dvd of the first season. i watched almost the whole thing today. i love that show, and i love jessica simpson.... i dont like her sister that much, but i watched her show anyway... it was funny.. i cant wait till the new season. it starts on the 26th i think.... if have the dessert plumping lip gloss im creamy i think, or which ever the pink one that smells and tastes like vanilla.... i saw hilery duff at a starbcuks in beverly hills. i always see stars there, i saw julia robets there the actress who plays grace from will and grace. i pass their on the way back from my dermatoligist. i am seeing him again on tuesday i think, but i'm not sure.... i really dont want to go to school on monday, i have to go to pe and we are doing hockey and i totally suck at it. i really hope it rains so that we cant go and we can play board games inside or something, or pinp pong, at least you dont have to be good at ping pong to pass... i have started to read the book bergdorg blondes. so far it is really funny. it is sort of like gossip girl exept they people in it are older.... i dont read gossip girl anymore, it got really annyoing and boring. yesterday me and my mom went to elfornio, i was going to go to this party but my mom made me feel bad, and i didnt want to leave her alone so i decided to stay instead.... i need some star bucks.. i think i will go tommorow...

sorry i havent written in a while, i have been busy with christmas and all. i got really good presents. i am really tired, so i wont write them all down.... but last night i stayed up really late and i eneded up watching the secret life of alter boys and party monster which are two really weird movies. the first one was actually good, but kind of sad. but party monster was really weird. i didnt like it to much. even though it is a true story.... i have been reading wicked latley. i love it, it is just so long. and i really want to see the musical version of it, but i think it is only playing in new york, so i cant go see for a while..... i am doing how mad cow disease work for my science fair project. it was the most interesting thing that i could think of to do. o well, i wish i could invent something but i dont know how i would do that. i dont even know what i would invent. and i think that is the hardest one to do..... i am going to the promenade tommrow with one of my friends, unless it rains, then we have to stay here and just hang out and maybe go swimming in the rain....i really need to get some new sunglasses, there is a little boutique near here, but i am not sure if they habe the ones i want. i also need to get some new shirts. i only got a few clothes for christmas. i want to get some more shirts, probebly from bloomingdales. i want to have the most fun before i got back to school, which is on the third, but i really dont want to go. i wish it could be another month of break. and then when my birthday comes we could have another whole month of break...

i went to see my aunt on sunday, i finally met her boyfriend. he was actually ok, and he was funny. but he talked alot and it was hard to get my turn. but my mom and pamala( my aunt) started to talk about this book called, the highly sensitive person. i hate books like that instead of helping you, they make you realize how fucked up you actually are.... sorry for anyone who reads any self help books, but its true. then on monday i just rested, and today i finally got my hair cut me and my mom finally finished christmas shopping, and now we are about to put more decorations on the tree. tommorow i think i am seeing my grandma, and then thurs. i am seeing mellisa and sara if she is free, and then on friday i am seeing dad and giving him his gift from me. i am not sure, but i think i am seeing my grandma again on christmas. i love my grandma, but sometimes she really annoys me. she can be reall critical sometimes.... i really need coffe, but my mom wont let me get one right now because i havent had dinner yet. but i really want to use my gift card... o my aunt gave me a gift card to sees candy!

its is finally break! all i have been doing today is resting.... i am so lazy... yesterday was just sort of a fun day at school. in latin we watched "so i married an ax murder" it was really funny. and then in math we finshied our hot plates and watched school of rock. we watched space balls in film studies, it is so stupid, but since our teacher wasnt there, and all the boys wanted to watch it, we had to. in studio art we worked on out collages, and then zoe found some porn in one of the magazines, i think that teacher is keeping it. pervert.... then there was all this drama with jullina, but she was fine she was just feeling depressed. in science, we talked about all these weird things. we talked about peple deing, eds faimily, down syndrom, how the kids are being really mean, and the science fair. we didnt do any work, but i still wish we had watched a movie. then in core we watched to day after tommorow and i brought some pringles but i kept one of the cans to my self and flor. i got so sick. then mellsia started to spray every body with water. it was really funny.... flor is going to get me the bag i want for christmas, that one from urban outfitters, but i dont know what to get her. dose anybody have any sugestions?

sorry i have not updated in like a year, i have been to busy and way to tired to write anything.... it is almost christmas, i cant wait. i have been doing so much shopping, i went to urban outfitters yesterday. nothing has been really happening in school. i only have one more week of school, thank god, but ed is still giving us work to do. he was really grumpy today, and got really mad at ben. ben is so funny, he is always saying the most random things in class. but, no one really gets mad at him, they just laugh at him. i think i am going to go to century city on sunday. to do more shopping.... i have to set up something with kathleen, i want to have lunch with her...i missed desprete house wives last night, i am really upset... who wathces americas next top model?? i really want eva the diva to win. i hope she dose... dose any one go to new roads or wild wood???? or know any one who dose?

on sunday i saw that horse show, cavalia, it was really weird actually, and a little tedious. but the horses were so beautifull, i really wanted to see them, back stage, but my mom didnt know about the special tickets, so we couldnt go.. omg, ashley is so smart! she gets such good grades on almost everything... i have already started my christmas list. i actually gave it to my mom. i wish i could get suprises, but my mom dosnt know what to get my anymore, so there will be no suprises. i am counting the days till christmas break. i want it to be here now... well actually, no because i still have some more shopping to do... but today, i had to do that in class essay on the budda, it actually was not that bad. but i think i did really bad on the grammer and spelling. ... but at least i am seeing my dad again, we have not seen eachother in a while.. it went well.... but i hope mellisa dose not ditch my next year. she always tells me about her friends shannon dawson, who sounds like a great girl, but she told me that at her old school, she ditched her other friends, and only hung out with shannon... dose anyone know shannon dawson???? who goes to berkly.. since mellisa has tole me so much, i want to meet her, she sounds great!

omg , i only really have a second to write, beacause this is not my comp. but, today was thanksgiving and so much happened. it is alwasys very complicated. first, my grandmother praticly molested me. i was wearing this blue shirt, and my grandmother says all the normal stuff, you have grown, your a looker, blsh blah, then she starts to look at my tits and says,
oh my, whats this, and then she touches them! it was the worst. she got really drunk later. but at least that little kid did not follow me around. he dose it every time i come over to this house. but there was this guy, who was about my age, and every one wanted me and him to like, hook up. he was not that good looking, but had a cool attitude tworards everything, i guess beacuse he is from new york... i also ate alot of cookies, omg, i feel so sick... oh, and there is this other woman, who is so annoying. when we first saw each other, she said, i'm nina, your lily and walked off. like that is a greeting. but i did get a chance to watch the thanksgiving thanksgiving episode. it was really funny. right now i am watching the seinfeld real story, or something like that. i never have watched the show..... i am beging to think about what i want for christmas. omg, there is so much i want. but this year i am going to be buying alot for my self, not that my parents arent buying me anything, but ya..

all i did today was rest. i watched tv the whole day. i wathced that episode of friends with brad pitt. i have to say that is my favorite one beacuse he is on it. i also watched that episode of sex and the city where samantha meets that thirteen year old who is all sexed up and stuff, miranda gets braces, and carrey meets that guy who lives with his mom. yesterday was a really bad day though. first, i had to redo my tesselations for jen for the third time. then i got ditched by my friend at lunch. and i thought i was going to go home with mellisa, but her mom said no, i mean its not like planned everything around it, but still i wish i could have gone. and, jeremy is leaving. he was a really good teacher, i am going to really miss him. but jana gave me this big ass cookie to cheer me up..... i really need to get a hair cut.. and change my profile, it is really cheesy....

omg, so much happend today. ok, first i had to take my science test, which i think i aced beceause i studied so much for it. but i did fail my latin test, but atleast i can take a retake. ok, then all this shit happened in pe. at first it was just normal, then i dont know how, all these kids were yelliny at margret, and making fun of her, and she was yelling back, and then she walked out. i wont tell the whole story beacuse most of you know it, it got around school in about ten minuets. then, in british humor i was really hyper, and that went into core, and rober forgot about my presentation, so now i dont have to do it till monday or tuesday.... i am so glad it is a three day weekend, i really need, i have been so stressed lately.

i have almost finshed all my tests, i just have to take my science test tommrow. i have studied so much, so i hope i do well on it. i took my latin and math today, they were not that hard, i just hope i didnt fail. nothing really happned to day, expet for the geo bee, i got two right! and margret got all mad beacuse she got the movie question wrong. and she called mellisa a vallley girl for some reason, i am not really sure why. but at least i got to talk to madison a little, we talked online. she is so cute, i love her. .... omg there are some many hot college guys at my complex. and for some reason, alot of them think i am a collge girl to. i really dont think i look that old, but i guess i do.

today was a really hyper day. i dont know why but everyone including me, was really hyper. in core, were are watching a movie called the little budda. it is with kianu( i dont know how to spell his name) reeves. he is a really bad actor, and he is supposed to be sidhartha, or the budda. andthe make-up is really bad. it looks like he has put on about 5 mystick tans or something. but i have talked to all my teachers. i am a kind of stressed, but i think it will all work out. omg, i want some starbucks right now, it is probebly beacse of my icon. maybe i can go there with kathleen. she called me today. we are going to see eachother sometime after thanks giving. like, on that actual saturday or something. i think. but i dont exactly want to go to thanksgivingl. i mean, i am not really spending it with my faimly other then my mom and grandma. all the rest are her friends. and this little annoying boy who follows me around like a puppy dog. but, sometimes i get presnts, so i guess i can go... no, i am joking, i am not that vain....

omg, i have missed so much school because i am sick. i am really really sick. i can barley move, i have a thobing head ache, and my throat really hurts. I really hope i can go to school on monday, so i dont miss anymore school. I have missed everything. But i talked to carol, and she is going to make sure i am caught up on monday. but i feel like total crap. and yesterday, i had to go to the doctor, and i was feeling better, probebly becauase i was outside again, but then, he was like, you have the A flu, and i dont understand how you can get the b flu, and then in three weeks get the A flu. When ever some one tells me i am sick, i feel sicker. So, for the rest of the day, i felt realy tired and all the shit. i havent been able to update because i havent been able to move from my bed in like three days.

today was pretty boring, i feel better thought, i did some shopping on friday. i got a juciy braclet and purse. they are really cute. the ladys who worked there were really old, and took forever, i guess those are the only people they could find to work on a friday night... and then on sunday i wathced mean girls for the second time. it was still funny! there were like 2 hours. i stayed up really late watching it though. but today i mostley hung out with mellisa. she showed me this magic trick with knives and you are supposed to figure out what number they are... i will try to explain it... ok she puts them in a pile or type of shape and you guess the number.... i dont know how to do it though.. dumb me!!!!! i have to finish my science test at lucnh tommorow, and i have a core test to...ahhh!

i have been so depressed latley, i have been crying so much. at everything. i cry at these really stupid commercials. i really dont know why. atleast madison is coming over tommorow. but she cant stay after school, maybe we can see eachother this weekend. and the oc premiers tongiht. i can't wait. but today, at pe, jesse and margy were haveing this debate on abortion. it was really funny to watch. and we watched this really funny episode of the office in british humor... i need more friends... if you care.... comment...

me and ash are friends again. yay!!!! we talked alot today. we have film studies, studio art, and sciecne together. we watched happy gilmore in film studies. it is stupid, but funny. nothing really happended today. i had to do the scince project with flor today, after school. i got really hyper because i had some candy. i dont know why, but i get really really hyper when i have candy. mostley chocolate. i get really social, hyper, and i want to make out with every one. it is really weird.... this week is going take foreve to end. i really want it to be the weekend, or atlwast be friday. cause on friday i am going to cenutry city to get a shot, and hopefully my mom will take me to the century city mall. i want to see a movie there and do some window shopping. maybe some actual shopping. well, nothing really happend today, so i have to go! here is a pic of me, the brace let i want, and some bags, but i dont know which one to choose.... choose for me!


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today was not that interesting, nothing really happened. my mom is sick so i am taking care of her.. poor thing... me and her are going to her friends house for thanks giving, and there is this kid that is there every year, that is so annoying, i always feel really weird, and he is like ten. but, it is weird, because hallween was just yesterday and i have alreadus seen some christmas commercials, i mean, i have seen more christmas decorations than i have seen halloween, or even thanksgiving.... i talked to ashley today, we were both really hyper and we were laughing alot. i shoudl hang out with her more... margret is in my pe...... wellness is not all that fun but atleast i am not doing vollyball or something... i am kind of stressed though, i have to talk to jen tommrow about the magic mountin stuff, hopefully everything will be alright, maybe she wont be pissed, but she probebly will, i mean we finished it a while ago... i worked alot with jana though, on the stuff for science...

i feel really fat, probebly cause i had a ice blended yesterday. i know i am not fat, but i feel like i am. dose some one want to go on a diet with me? O, but i finally have pictures. i will post them later. i still have nothing to do for halloween, i will be sitting at home all alone, just growing fat, while i sulk. and last night, i watched the 100 most scariest movie moments of all time, and it kept me up for a really long time, so i was really grumpy this morning. but at least i finshed my extented activity, it is one jasper johns.... i watched saved last night, and it was really funny. i didnt know that mandy moore could be such a bitch... but my friend was nice to me, she made me a website, for me. i wish i could do the same for her, but i dont know how to make one. besides, i am way to tired to make one right now..... i havnt seen my dad in a while, i dont really want to see him anytime soon, but i was just thinking about it.... i have to go!!!!!
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